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2:30 am

Slow Running by Miso

Wide-eyed and awake

A small cellular light shines bright like a beacon in a black hole, but the light is still dim.

A series of pastel-colored posts with quotes 

Are you healed, or are you distracted?

The air in these four white walls suddenly feels arid.

I often think about the big picture of life and if this is as good as it gets.

Did I not appreciate the going when it was good, even if I didn’t know it was good?

Lately, there haven’t been enough distractions for the things I thought I healed once before.

The only difference is I don’t give a shit like I once did.

I mean, I care, but from a detached place

I don’t know if I’m who I want to be just yet.

I know I’m getting there, but I just want to go faster 

This transition in between feels quiet

All too quiet.

But I am trying to adjust to this cognitive immobility, for I know it shall pass

Will I lose my patience before it passes?

2:44 am

Still wide-eyed and awake 

But a little less weary 

Just a dash of hopeful 

Gensei by aspidistrafly